Begin Again- Super Fresh Original Demo

This one just poured out of me this evening and I recorded it.  It's really the way I like to create most- from a deep place of processing and healing.  I hope it brings you some of the same or provides some kind of window through to a new space.

Ever since I was little
Livin in my own world
Shut down and belittled
Lonely Little Girl


It’s not that I wasn’t loved
Not that I wasn’t praised
But the bloodlines of trauma
Are the hell that I raised
Oh the hell that I raised


I was taught a hard lesson
about the nature of love
I learned to feel less than
I learned to scream and shove


and now that I’ve seen you
how I want to reach in
But I don’t want to lead you
To the damage within
Oh the damage within
 
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So if I scream and shout
Will you still hear me out
And will you let me touch you
When the fire is out
When the fire is out


Cause it’s nice to be lonely
It’s so peaceful and quiet
And I can be just as dirty
And low down as I like


But then hunger sets in
Every inch of my skin
And I just want you to hold me
I just want to begin
Can we begin again?